[Music video spoken part:]
I think--I think when it's all over,
It just comes back in flashes, you know?
It's like a kaleidoscope of memories.
It just all comes back. But he never does.
I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen.
It's not really anything he said or anything he did,
It was the feeling that came along with it.
And the crazy thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again.
But I don't know if I should.
I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright.
But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you?
Maybe he knew that when he saw me.
I guess I just lost my balance.
I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him.
It was losing me.
Once upon a time a few mistakes ago
I was in your sights, you got me alone
You found me, you found me, you found me
I guess you didn't care, and I guess I liked that
And when I fell hard you took a step back
Without me, without me, without me
And he's long gone when he's next to me
And I realize the blame is on me
'Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
No apologies. He'll never see you cry,
Pretends he doesn't know that he's the reason why.
You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning.
Now I heard you moved on from whispers on the street
A new notch in your belt is all I'll ever be
And now I see, now I see, now I see
He was long gone when he met me
And I realize the joke is on me, yeah!
And the saddest fear comes creeping in
That you never loved me or her, or anyone, or anything, yeah
[Music video spoken part:]
I don't know if you know who you are until you lose who you are.
I think--I think when it's all over,
It just comes back in flashes, you know?
It's like a kaleidoscope of memories.
It just all comes back. But he never does.
I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen.
It's not really anything he said or anything he did,
It was the feeling that came along with it.
And the crazy thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again.
But I don't know if I should.
I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright.
But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you?
Maybe he knew that when he saw me.
I guess I just lost my balance.
I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him.
It was losing me.
Once upon a time a few mistakes ago
I was in your sights, you got me alone
You found me, you found me, you found me
I guess you didn't care, and I guess I liked that
And when I fell hard you took a step back
Without me, without me, without me
And he's long gone when he's next to me
And I realize the blame is on me
'Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
No apologies. He'll never see you cry,
Pretends he doesn't know that he's the reason why.
You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning.
Now I heard you moved on from whispers on the street
A new notch in your belt is all I'll ever be
And now I see, now I see, now I see
He was long gone when he met me
And I realize the joke is on me, yeah!
And the saddest fear comes creeping in
That you never loved me or her, or anyone, or anything, yeah
[Music video spoken part:]
I don't know if you know who you are until you lose who you are.
Dia datang. Kamu tak peduli.
Dia mendekat. Perhatianmu mulai
tersibak.
Ada sesuatu yang kamu rasa salah
tentangnya. Tapi kamu membiarkan perasaan itu. Abai.
Senyumnya bagai malaikat, padahal
kamu tahu bahwa ia adalah iblis yang menyamar.
Jadi, kesalahan awal hingga
akhir, sebenarnya ada padamu. Kamu yang membiarkan dia masuk ke dalam hidupmu.
Padahal kamu tahu, dia adalah masalah besar untuk hidupmu nantinya. Namun,
matamu terperangkap pada matanya yang membuai. Senyumnya yang memikat.
Lalu, saat kamu mulai tertarik,
dia meninggalkanmu. Seketika duniamu kehilangan keseimbangannya. Lalu kamu
menyadari, bahwa hal terberat bukanlah kehilangan dirinya, melainkan kehilangan
dirimu. Sudah tak ada lagi dirimu yang sama.
Dia tak meninggalkan ‘maaf’ untuk
semua hal yang telah ia perbuat kepadamu. Bahkan, ia bertingkah seolah-olah dia
tak tahu, bahwa ia adalah penyebab dan alasan betapa seringnya kamu menangis.
Kesedihan begitu hebat perlahan merayapimu, mendapati kenyataan bahwa dia tak
pernah mencintaimu, wanita itu, siapa pun atau apa pun.
Kamu hanya dapat menyalahkan
dirimu sendiri. Mengapa kamu begitu bodoh, membiarkannya masuk ke dalam hidupmu,
saat kamu tahu bahwa ia akan membawa masalah untukmu?
Meta morfillah
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